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dreams of dying Why is it i enjoy my dreams of dying,
I wake up laughing, to keep from crying.
Walking down these empty hallways,
In my mind, alone as always.

Do i find that i constantly run,
from what might be considered fun.
The sun rises, my tears start to glisten,
I'd speak of my dream but no one would listen.

Is there ever a day that i feel good,
am i an emo in my black pants, shirt and hood.
Do i really consider it that sad,
that my dreams of dying are the best i've had.

Or is it that i just wish that it would happen to me,
when i'm without you. . .
The Nervousness And if it is that you say no.
that it doesn't travel,
the way i want it to flow.
and i feel myself shaking,
do i struggle to see my chance,
slowly being taken away.
Will i dream of you tonight,
and of what could of been,
seeing the end in sight.
I hang on your every word,
yet i stutter in your presence
will i even be heard.
Will i just watch you walk away,
look at me differently,
then walk away.
Feel the flutters inside,
am i happy the truth came out,
or should i of lied.
Leave it for God to decide,
when it's in his will,
there's nowhere to hide.
In time i guess we'll soon see,
whether it's you and me,
whether it was me
Quarantine Lying in my bed i'm so scared,
if only my life could be spared.
It courses through my veins,
I feel the pains, feel the pains.

What do all these charts mean.
I'm never here when i'm in my dreams.
My illness never lets me be with you,
I here it's not long now, is it true?

I struggle to understand it in my head,
that you'll never be near me, near my bed.
Is this what quarantine means,
never able to hold you it seems.

Honestly you'll be the one i miss,
Wishing that you'll be my first; and final kiss.

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:icongopedhead:
So here's a new tutorial, fairly long one but it's a good one.

This one is on creating a Planet Earth scene as seen in my recent deviation. [link]

Hope you like, if you do please :+fav:
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~dreamsofclouds Aug 23, 2009
Thanks for this :D
I know it's long but definitely worth it and I learnt a few new things

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*Gopedhead Aug 23, 2009  Professional General Artist
awesome, glad to know it was helpful. i'm looking forward to writing more soon.

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When we're still holding on to how things were, our arms arn't free to embrace today...

He died for me, i'll live for him.
My Friend, my Lord, my Jesus.
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Mood: Love ~Tishje Dec 23, 2008
Love IT

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*Gopedhead Dec 23, 2008  Professional General Artist
XD

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When we're still holding on to how things were, our arms arn't free to embrace today...

He died for me, i'll live for him.
My Friend, my Lord, my Jesus.
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